November 29, 2007 at 9:27 pm (appastar, music)
Tags: allen, appastar, chris, college app, columbia, essays, friends, glenn, harriet, john, judd, love, pat, tim
I love Allen. Tim. Chris. Judd. and… Pat.
I can’t wait for tomorrow. Right now I’m so tired from rocking out so hard… band practice was awesome. A lot of things are going very very well right now. I’m a little worried about a few things… but whatever good comes, and even whatever bad, what happens, happens, and I can’t always control that. I have to know that even when things tip outside my favor, there’s always a plan God has for me and I know it’ll all work out in the end.
Goodnight. Witness Light.
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November 28, 2007 at 9:11 pm (Uncategorized)
Today tried really hard to knock me down. It’s been one helluva heart-crushing day. But I know if I go to sleep and rest it off, I’ll be okay. I’ll awake tomorrow to a wonderful day that will make today’s events seem trite and basically nonexistant.
Come quick, Tomorrow. I need you now.
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November 27, 2007 at 9:18 pm (love, music)
Tags: harriet, love, matthew thiessan, must have done something right, relient k, the best thing
I got something to say.
This has been on my mind for a little while and now I’d like to share.
Merely because it’s an interesting little fact that I find cool.
When the latest Relient K album came out back in the Spring, I loved it. And I still do! But there was a problem with it. Matthew Thiessan kept singing about love and how its the greatest thing ever and explained all these facets to it that were beautiful. But I hated that because it made me sad… it made me sad because I couldn’t relate those feelings to my own relationship. Such a realization was a blow to the heart. He had songs with lyrics like, “We should get jerseys cuz we’d make a great team,” and like, “It’s been a year full of problems, but you’re here now almost as if to solve them.” Sure, corny, but actually really awesome… and I couldn’t bring them into my own life. Which sucked. The one I related to most was, “Come Right Out and Say It”, basically suggesting that things aren’t going right in a relationship and the other party should just admit it.
Yeah, depressing.
But now things have changed and all these slappy-happy, tongue-in-cheek, feel good love songs can apply to my life. I can smile at all these deliciously poppy lyrics as I think of a special someone whom they all relate to. When music can become such a drastic part of your life, it’s a beautiful thing. And there’s nothing more beautiful than being able to hear, “and I know it is so cliche’ to tell you that every day I spend with you is the new best day of my life” and realize that that finally carries some weight and there is an exact person I can think of whom I associate that with.
Life is for living.
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November 25, 2007 at 6:50 pm (Uncategorized)
Tags: basement, ellen, father, harriet, john, oblivion, questions, video games, work
Here’s a random blogtidbit before I go ahead and play more Oblivion.
Today Ellen was online. Haven’t talked to her in a long time. So naturally I IM her. One of the first questions she asked me was, “So, you with anyone new?” Honest to goodness, that girl never asks anything different every time we talk lol. She was my first girlfriend and I was basically hers, but c’monn… it’s almost been three years since we went out. In teenage years that’s a long time ago… and she’s still asking me about my love life.
In other news, work was interesting today. It’s dawned on me that one of my managers I think might just consider me a son-figure. The way he treats me, how he talks to me, what questions he asks… they all make me wonder if he sees me as like a son… which is rather interesting and incredibly endearing. I get this vibe especially cuz I think he’s divorced and all his kids are grown up. So… yeah.
Uhm, it’s been two days since I’ve seen Harriet. And it’s not cool. I miss that girl.
Friday is the big headlining Appastar show. It’s gonna fucking rock cuz we’re playing the best songs with enough practice under our belts.
Shiiet, I got nothing to say. I’d rather just go rot in the basement for the rest of the night.
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November 25, 2007 at 1:40 pm (love, relationships)
Tags: dad, family, friends, harriet, john, oblivion, paris je'taime, the orange box, v for vendetta
For some reason I feel like garbage today. I can’t explain why. It bothers me.
This weekend has been phenomenal. Sort of. Wait, no, it definitely has been. I’ve just been brooding over the fact that I have to go back to school since Friday. But in all honesty, I couldn’t have asked for a better weekend. Starting with leaving school on wednesday alllll the way until today, I’ve just had the best time with friends, family, and myself.
Yes, I never thought I’d say it, but I’ve found myself actually bonded rather tightly with my relatives allofasudden. I have this sudden urge to be closer to them and want them to know that deep down I care. I watched a movie with my dad in the comfort of our own home for the first time in…. uhm… probably years, actually. The last movie I remember watching together was V for Vendetta and that was well over two years ago… while my family was in town then. But after they left we watched Paris Je’Taime… and it was grand! The movie + being with my dad rocked my mid-morning/early afternoon.
Any time with Harriet has been nothing less than magical this weekend. Every time we part I only look forward to the next time I can be with her.
Spending time with John has also been wonderful! He really is my best bud. And the couple times Allen and I talked on the phone were spectacular, too. We really don’t see each other enough.
AGH! COCK BALLS! I gotta go to work.
One last note: OBLIVION fucking owns. I had no idea that game was so good. I knew it got a bunch of awards and awesome awesome reviews…. but shit, no idea it was THIS engrossing…
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