Just a quick note, because this has been stuck in my head all day: as I was reading this morning in my room, I thought about how badly I wanted to be with Harriet. Not even so we could go do sometihng else… it was just so that I could be with her. I wish we had the chances to do stuff like that… just lie down together and read or sometihng. Take a nap. Make dinner together. Sit down and listen to music. Go to borders and peruse their selections. I mean… we could do most of those things without much complication, but it’s just that… time is so limited with each other: we’ve both usually got things that limit us to only a handful of hours a day together, if that much (thank the Lord I have seen her nearmost every day of break so far!)… that trying to be simple and laidback usually doesn’t cross my mind. I’m usually focused on making the most of my time with her. But maybe sometimes the best way to make the most of my time with her… would be to just spend time with her. Hmm… I’m gonna try that. I’m gonna be less goal oriented from now on and just coast along with her. I need to be less of a boyfriend… and more of a lover, a companion.
Hah, I do say, this new outlook on my life with Harriet has me a bit excited. To think it all came about just by writing a retarded blog. Bwaha.
Goodnight, moon.
p.s.- i wanna say something. there’s this girl on my RTA myspace who says she loves my work and can’t stop listening. that makes me feel really good inside. glenn also fell in love with a drum fill i have for Elegy and a bass line I have for Shiro. that makes me feel really good inside. I still remember how everything looked when Harriet commented on “Crystals” when I made her and Christine listen to it. she said “That was very good” and had a really serious, comforting tone/gaze attached to it. and I also remember when Allen called me to tell me Crystals was ”hot”. i adore comments like those. they make me smile rather big. 
