glorious chaos

What the fuck am I doing anymore?

My life is in complete, beautiful haywire.  It’s so hard keeping track of time.  School flies by and the time at home like, doesn’t exist.  I’m doing oh so much and thinking about so many different things.  Let’s take a look at what I’ve been doing/what’s been on my mind:

• going out to Kiku with Harriet on Friday
• hanging out with Harriet and her DGS friends on Sat/going to the Logos thingy/hanging out after
• writing a children’s story about David and having Harriet do illustrations
• recording song after song after song
• writing a new story about “the actor”
• enjoying this beautiful weather
• watching “Who’s Camus Anyway?” two times
• absorbing 2001: A Space Odyssey
• rocking out to the Pillows with my bass teacher
• making potstickers for school and enjoying them randomly throughout the day
• dealing with my sucky acne
• playing Crisis Core (wishing I were playing Eternal Sonata…
• trying to get sleep
• trying to get comfortable in bed
• recruiting artists for Progression Records
• making presentations for Progression Media
• fuck, dealing with everything concerning Progression Media
• school, in general
• dealing with jazz band
• having really upsetting dreams

I dunno.  I’m always doing something interesting, always thinking about something, always scheming- my mind doesn’t stop.  Now today I’ve got really bad stomach pains… and I wonder if it’s just because maybe I’m over stressed?  It’s a good stressed… but it’s stress.  My mind doesn’t stop and neither do my emotions.  So I’m always running running running in one way or another and I need to just quit it.  But… bahh.  I don’t want to!  I love the craziness of this life and plan to keep it up… I can rest one day when I’ve achieved all my dreams.  Then I’ll rest all the time… hah.  No, I won’t.

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