I’m just not sure what I feel anymore. I feel so empty. It’s a weird kind of empty though… cuz I’m not sad or depressed or confused. I’m just like… in a state of being. My words are coming out more eloquently than they ever have before yet I’m not exactly processing what I’m saying. I’m recording songs better/faster than ever, but it’s all a subconscious effort. I’m doing well in school yet i’m hardly paying attention.
As I said… I just feel like I’m in this constant state of being without really thinking about it. Even when I’m with Harriet it’s all so effortless and every moment with her feels perfect without either of us giving it the slightest thought. I kinda like it, I kinda don’t. I don’t even know what I’m talking about right now…
Fin.
Emptee
April 18, 2008 at 6:19 am (emotions)
Tags: amy, appastar, harriet, new bang, recording, relationships
