Last night something amazing happened. I was woken up at around midnight by Natalie asking me if I wanted to join her on a quick run to McDonald’s. At first I thought, “Hell no… I’m already in bed, I’ve got a headache…” But for lack of any better reasons, I decided to just go for the ride. How long can it take? Molly then decide to come with and we had a nice little adventure. But the most amazing thing happened when we got back to my place. I turned on the new song I’d been working on yesterday and Natalie was standing by the speaker with a wide smile going, “Mort, who is this?” I kind of ignored her purposely, trying to get her to keep wondering with excitement. As she kept asking while I was engaged in conversation with Molly, DJ is all, “Just check the artist name!” ”There is no artist name! Mort! Who is this? Is it you?” When I told her it was me she lit up like a Christmas tree (every holiday pun intended) and was all, “Can we turn it up??” For the next half hour or so I ended up playing them a lot of my tunes and they were just in love. The best was with every song I turned on, the comment always was, “Is this you still??”
It just felt so amazing to find some people who find my music as amazing as I do. The only person to ever get excited over my music is Harriet, and every so often, John. Even though I don’t get the support that I’d like, I keep making music because I know one day it’s going to get heard by the right person and something amazing is going to happen. Kinda like now– Natalie and I are going to go into a professional studio to record a song together, probably one of my own with her vocals/guitar part added on, because she has the hook-ups. I’ve always told myself– give me the proper recordings and I’ll fuckin make the world turn, baby. And last night I think was the step towards that.
Most of the people I know can’t appreciate my music like I do because they plain and simply don’t listen to the same music that I do + there’s always that stigma of how since I’m just a peer, I’ll never seem that amazing. Somebody like Allen will always think his stuff is better and Joe will always listen to my stuff thinking of how he’d rather do it. Whereas if you strip all that away and just look at me as an artist with no connection to anyone– there’s a market out there for me and there are people who will definitely want to hear what I’ve been making.
I think I need to call Natalie.
Signed,
the Flaming Gazelle.